Signal Fire Books, or: how I tell if a reviewers tastes match mine, so their reading recommendations are of any relevance to my life and choices

I consume a lot of reviewer content. Partly because I just like reading reviews, but in no small part because I like books and want people to tell me about books, quite possibly so I can decide if I want to buy and read them. But this can be a pretty difficult thing to judge (especially when dealing with people who review relentlessly positively, though that’s a whole other Thing). How do I tell if their tastes and mine line up? The long answer involves a lot of factors and a dedication to continuing to consume their content*, but there is a short answer as well, and it’s a few key books where, if our like/dislike doesn’t match up there… well it’s probably all going to be a wash.

So I thought it might be interesting to talk about five of my signal fire books** – the ones that are the most critical to me in determining a taste match, and why. I’m using a bunch of metrics for the things I care about in what I read – prose quality, whether its ethics match up to mine (this is mostly nebulous stuff like “book has misogyny vibes that I don’t think are purposeful to the story”, rather than “I think the author is a bad person”), themes I tend to like, whether the reviewer is as enthusiastic about weird shit as I am, that kind of thing. I’ve also tried to pick books that cover multiple bases and capture different aspects of what I look for in reading, rather than simply favourites and most hated. It’s about trying to capture the essence of someone’s taste as efficiently and comprehensively as possible, so each book has to do more than just “I like this”.

I’m pretty happy with my five – they span a range of things I care about, and attack them from multiple different angles, and so hopefully grasp the core of what I’m looking for in my reading. Here they are:

Red Rising by Pierce Brown – starting as the unrepentant hater I am, this one is actually probably one of the most useful to me at the moment. I think this book is badly written shite that aggressively fridges the female love interest, and do not trust anyone’s taste who thinks it a glorious triumph of literature. A lot of people on tiktok seem to think this book is good… in any way? Baffling. So if someone starts singing its praises, I can scroll on by, because I know we simply will not agree. It means I do a lot of scrolling.

To go into a touch more detail, I think this book would have been fine if it was taken more often as what it is – enjoyable trash. It’s not my sort of enjoyable trash, but I can respect someone regardless who goes “hey, it’s not well written, but I had fun”. That’s cool. My issue mainly comes with people holding it up as this beautifully prosey, intricately plotted, subtly political, radical piece of literature. It’s… it’s just not. And that’s fine! Not everything needs to be. But if someone is reviewing this as that piece of radical glory? Well we probably have a significantly different outlook on books, so it’s not gonna be all that useful of a recommendation source for me.

Key points: prose prose prose times a million, fridging the woman, unsubtle as all heck

Vellum by Hal Duncan – likes are, in many ways, trickier. If we both like a very popular book, for instance… well, that means nothing. So what I look for instead is my weirdo preferences, the ones that are less discussed but which I love with all of my little goblin heart. This is possibly the epitome of those. I have loved it dearly since I was a silly little undergrad foisting it on everyone who would give me the time of day because it brought me so much joy. It’s so weird. It’s so beautiful. It’s… quite mad. I have an abiding preference for magic that is not systematised, mythology that is heavily and thoughtfully reinterpreted and a cavalier attitude to linearity. This has all of those and more, and if they like it, it promises greatness.

Also, if they like it… they knew about it to begin with. Maybe we delve into the same bits of literature. Maybe we’re about the same age. So we probably draw from similar sources, and so their views may be a lot more contextually similar to mine.

Key points: prose, fascinating themes, weird shit (complimentary)

Lore Olympus by Rachel Smythe – I had to get one Greek mythology retelling in this list somewhere, because it’s a whole big deal of a category, and I have a lot of thoughts about… well, a lot of it. But I’m choosing one I dislike, and for specific reasons, because I think likes run the risk of someone just… liking all of them. Which is fine! Just not indicative of my tastes. So gunning for one of the bigger deals that is entirely not my thing, and hopefully thus siphoning off some of the less critical takes. And boy, do I think this one needs critical takes. Lore Olympus is the epitome of the terrible softboi Hades, let’s-make-a-rape-into-a-consensual-romance, turn the woman into the bad guy thing that is a scourge upon retellings. It does it so unrepentently, so clearly… if you like this one, of all of them, then there’s no helping it. Our tastes will simply not align.

Key points: dubious approach to retelling Greek myths, a trope I despise with all my soul

The Spear Cuts Through Water by Simon Jimenez – Another deeply weird book that is very dear to me. This time make it more overtly gay (Vellum is already pretty queer, but The Spear Cuts Through Water… the marketing at least shouted about it more, though I suspect that’s more to do with when it came out than anything else). Loving this tells me a reviewer enjoys romance and good character dynamics, cares about nuanced approaches to people being people, likes a book that plays around with form and structure, is willing to cope with a story switching about between first/second/third person (which is apparently a bigger deal than I would ever have thought it ought to be) and also is paying attention to the books that are coming out now. Which is neither good nor bad, but is useful, because it’s something I am also doing, so there’s just a much better likelihood that what they’re talking about is going to be useful to me. It’s also just an astonishingly good book, so there’s that.

The risk with putting likes on here, far more than dislikes, is how widely varied the reasons are likely to be. But with this one, there are so many things it does that so many people seem to have as their “absolutely not” issue – particularly second person narrative – that it feels a strong chance that it’s filtering for a lot of tolerances/preferences I also share.

Key points: prose that will make you weep, queerness, weird shit (complimentary), layers of sexy sexy delicious themes, very contemporary, playing about with structure

To Be Taught if Fortunate by Becky Chambers – this one was a toss-up against Project Hail Mary by Andy Weird (for similar but not identical reasons), but I eventually settled here because it feels more assumed that Becky Chambers lies closer to the rest of my tastes than Andy Weir does, so it’s a better differentiator. I have gained a bit of a reputation among friends as a hater of her work, but I swear, it’s not actually true! I am mostly pretty aggressively meh on the Wayfarers series, and the Monk and Robot books, it’s just that when something is so beloved, a defended “meh” starts to sound like hating. And I am sometimes an incredibly reactionary bitch. It goes both ways. Anyway, for the most part, she is simply a “shrug and I don’t get it” kind of author, which is fine. But… but. To Be Taught if Fortunate is another matter entirely. To Be Taught if Fortunate made me seethe when I read it. There’s a whole review’s worth of stuff I could cover, but the crux of it comes at the end of the story, where it is put pretty plainly on the page that science and space exploration in particular are the most important, corest bits of curiosity humans can have, and if you’re not into it you’re basically boring and worthless (hyperbole but not as much as I would like it to be). This attitude is one I have seen so much growing up through SFF spaces, especially as a woman, and double especially as a woman who did a non-science degree, and I hate it. Curiosity about the world takes many forms, and my abiding interest in other humans, in how they are, were and relate(d) to one another is no less valid than thinking comets are cool. Interest in sport, in theatre, in art, in your community, in faith, in all the myriad things humans care about, are all valid, and if someone endorses the message of this book uncritically, we simply do not agree on a fundamental level of beliefs about people. Our tastes will not cohere. And so I shall scroll on by.

Key points: a conclusion that makes me want to bite things (derogatory)

Is this going to be foolproof? Absolutely not. I’m sure there exist people who share my perspective on all five of these and yet somehow we disagree on most other things. Infinite diversity in infinite combination and all that, y’know? But I feel like these are a great starting point, and will do a lot of the work for me, so the rest can be vibes, nuances and actually… maybe reading the whole review, getting a sense of an actual person. Because it is more complex than matching points of data – there are people who like books I dislike, but do so so interestingly, so thoughtfully that I trust their taste regardless. There are people who are so good at explaining the feel of a book that their taste is irrelevant. But you have to start somewhere, and these feel like as good a foundation as any.

And I’d be really interested to know what yours are.

*Luckily I have fewer dedications in this life greater than my commitment to being catastrophically Online, so this is quite easy to accomplish in the main.
**I’ve seen people talk about these as red flag/green flag books, but I do not like that phrasing for a number of reasons. Also, I’m aiming for neutrality here – I’m not saying someone is a bad person for liking a book I dislike or vice versa. This is about how useful their reviews are to me in selecting books I will enjoy. Calling it a “red flag” feels a bit too moral-judgment.

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Trans Rights Readathon – Recommendations and TBRs

Last year, in response to the growing violence and oppression being faced by trans and NB people, particularly in the US but across the world, a number of creators on tiktok organised a trans rights readathon as a weeklong event to encourage people to read trans and NB authors, stories that feature trans and NB characters, and to donate to a number of organisations doing great work to support trans people in various different capacities.

It was a great success, there were a lot of books that I at least discovered, via the many, many content creators I saw engaging and fund-raising throughout the week.

The world has not got any better, so it’s time to do it all again in 2024. The trans rights readathon will take place from the 22nd to the 29th of March, and a number of readers and content creators will be doing their bit. I am not able to contribute by reading and seeking book/page based contributions (as it’s unfortunately the time of year when my reading tends to be somewhat out of my hands), but I will be donating, and I do want to highlight that it’s happening, direct your attention to it, and some potential fundraising avenues, as well as share some recommendations and things I’m hoping to read, that might help you join in.

If you want to give your support, a selection of those organisations include:

Tony’s Place
The Transgender Law Center (via @starrysteph’s gofundme)
The Trevor Project

First, some recommendations. These are books by trans or NB authors I have read and enjoyed, and would love if other people picked up (and discussed with me).

The Two Doctors Górski – Isaac Fellman

In a 2023 full of great novellas, this was one of my absolute standouts. Atmospheric, personal, emotional and intensely compelling, there was nothing I could criticise about it. It’s a story of an outsider in academia, strange magics, psychology, and just… people. If you don’t mind a bit of emotional darkness, it’s an absolute stunner and well worth devouring in a single sitting like I did.

Dead Collections – Isaac Fellman

Not to immediately add another Isaac Fellman to the list, but I had this one on order for aaaages because it was out of stock, but when I finally got to read it? So worth it. It’s a short novel following a trans vampire who lives and works in an archive, and how his life changes when a woman comes to drop off a collection that belonged to her deceased wife. It uses interesting structure and format to tell a story of sadness and growth, and learning to live in the world. Once again, incredibly emotionally gripping.

Finding Echoes – Foz Meadows

More extensive review of my thoughts on NoaF here.

I love everything of Foz Meadows’ work I’ve read so far, but this is the most recent. Part of this year’s Neon Hemlock novella series (which is consistently great), it’s a story of a world divided, and the people who live in its poorest part, following through the perspective of someone who can see the dead, and ask them questions, and uses this to solve cases that the higher profile powers that be wouldn’t take on. His power brings him back into the orbit of an old contact, and they are forced to investigate something that may have wider ramifications than just a single grieving person left behind. One of the things it does extremely well is craft a plausible dialect for this fantasy city, so everyone in it feels like they truly are part of a coherent social group. Great world building in a small space.

Hybrid Heart – Iori Kusano

More extensive review of my thoughts on NoaF here.

I loved this one so much, and hey, it’s another Neon Hemlock novella. They’re great. he story embeds you deep in the perspective of a pop star in a near future jpop setting, where she competes not only with other human stars, but the rise of AI animated equivalents whose perfection a real, flesh and blood human cannot compete with. We see her struggles with the management of every single aspect of her life, and how she starts to question, doubt and stretch herself beyond them. This one is full of hard topics like disordered eating, but it’s an incredibly well done portrait of being inside a character’s mind, and even if you have no interest in pop music, the character work is well worthwhile.

Deep Wheel Orcadia – Harry Josephine Giles

More extensive review of my thoughts on NoaF here.

A deserved winner of the Clarke Award, Deep Wheel Orcadia is told in poetry in the Orkney dialect of Scots, as well as a beautiful facing page translation that really explores what poetic translation ought to be and look like. Even if you’re an anglophone only, the language of the scots is relatively accessible, and when read side by side with the translation, something truly beautiful emerges. For a full experience, have the physical text open but also listen to the author reading it to add the rhythm and tone.

The collection tells the varied stories of a station far out in space, its inhabitants, and one in particular who is returning here, as her home, and another finding it as she runs as far as possible from the home she wants to escape. Themes of belonging, identity and culture are all done beautifully, and out of the sequence of the collection, a mysterious plot resolves that is just as compelling as the prose. Not a quick read, but a stunning one.

The Salt Grows Heavy – Cassandra Khaw

More extensive review of my thoughts on NoaF here.

I’m not usually a horror reader, but Cassandra Khaw somehow makes the grotesque beautiful. With their vivid, food-based, jewel-toned descriptive language, they render bloodbaths into art. Combine this with a strange story of an incredibly violent mermaid finding herself working with a plague doctor to make their way through a dangerous world, this short novella never fails to surprise and delight you. And then the ending hits you with a heck of a gutpunch. There’s all sorts going on here, including motherhood, othering, religion and atonement, and a strange sort of love story underneath it all. Be prepared for gore, but gore rendered into something sublime.

And now, some TBRs. These are a few books I have in my pile that sound exciting, that I really want to get to… but I’ve not quite go there yet. Why do I want to read them? Once, someone may have recommended them. Or they sounded cool on twitter. Or I liked the cover. Who knows! But they’re on the pile now, so they are a delightful mystery for the future.

The Genesis of Misery – Neon Yang

Why is it on my tbr? A friend recommended it. Also I love everything Neon Yang has written that I’ve read so far. And it’s a hell of a cool title.

What is it about? Space opera Joan of Arc. That’s all I know. And that’s all I need to know.


Our Hideous Progeny – C. E. McGill

Why is it on my tbr? A bunch of tiktokers I like were being incredibly enthusiastic about it.

What is it about? Victor Frankenstein’s great-niece discovers some of his old papers, and hopes to use them to help herself, alongside her geologist husband, overcome their lack of wealth and connections and make their names in the scientific world of the 1850s.

OKPsyche – Anya Johanna DeNiro

Why is it on my tbr? It’s one if the Subjective Chaos Kind of Award nominees for this year, and I’m a good citizen who wants to read her books she needs to have opinions on well before the deadline.

What’s it about? A trans woman looking for a sense of belonging, a better relationship with her son, and friends that aren’t imaginary.

The Backwater Sermons – Jay Hulme

Why is it on my tbr? I follow Jay Hulme on social media, and he is an absolute delight, so I figured I probably ought to read some of his work at some point.

What is it about? It’s a collection of poetry detailing Jay’s journey through faith and baptism during the height of the pandemic.

If you’ve read, plan to read or want to discuss any of these, do comment!

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Subjective Chaos Kind of Awards

Awards season is well underway, and once again I am thrilled to be a juror for the Subjective Chaos Kind of Awards. As ever, this will mean several months of fantastic reading, interesting discussions with the other jurors, and of course the mandatory chaos that comes part and parcel – I’m looking forward to it enormously.

And that excitement is in no small part due to the fantastic list of nominees. This year the categories are as follows:

Fantasy

Vajra Chandrasekera, The Saint Of Bright Doors (Tor / St Martin’s Press)
Salman Rushdie, Victory City (Jonathan Cape)
Moniquill Blackgoose, To Shape A Dragon’s Breath (Del Rey)
Shelley Parker-Chan, He Who Drowned The World (Pan Macmillan)
Tashan Mehta, Mad Sisters Of Esi (HarperCollins India)

Science Fiction

Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah, Chaingang All-Stars (Pantheon / Harvill Secker)
Naomi Alderman, The Future (Fourth Estate)
Lavanya Lakshminarayan, The Ten Percent Thief (Solaris Books)
C Pam Zhang, The Land Of Milk And Honey (Hutchinson Heinemann / Riverhead Books)
Samit Basu, The Jinn-Bot Of Shantiport (Tordotcom)
Lauren Beukes, Bridge (Mulholland Books)

Blurred Boundaries

E G Condé, Sordidez (Stelliform Press)
Dere Segun Falowo, Caged Ocean Dub (Android Press)
Isabel Waidner, Corey Fah Does Social Mobility (Penguin Books)
Anya Johanna DeNiro, OKPsyche (Small Beer Press)

Novella

Andrew Knighton, Ashes Of The Ancestors (Luna Press)
Xian Mao, Apollo Weeps (Aqueduct Press)
Em X Liu, If Found Return To Hell (Solaris Books)
Indra Das, The Last Dragoners Of Bowbazar (Subterranean Press)
Iori Kusano, Hybrid Heart (Neon Hemlock)
E Saxey, On The English Approach To The Study Of History (Giganotosaurus)

Short Fiction

Jeannette Ng, The Girl With A City Inside Of Her (Uncanny Magazine)
Kristina Ten, Approved Methods Of Love Divination In The First-Rate City Of Dushagorod (Fantasy & Science Fiction Magazine)
Tara Campbell, Welcome To Your Lifting (in Adventures In Bodily Autonomy, Aqueduct Press)
Eugenia Triantafyllou, Always Be Returning (The Sunday Morning Transport)

If you want to know more about the awards, this year’s jurors or past year’s nominees and winners, you can find it all here at the SCKA website.

I can’t wait to get started!

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Eligibility Post – Works from 2023

Awards season rolls around again, despite it feeling like the last one only just ended*.

2023 was an amazing year – as part of the Nerds of a Feather team, I got to experience being a Hugo nominee and, bafflingly, gloriously, an Ignyte Award winner. I am still not over it. I may never be over it.

But it was also a great year for posting, and so I’m going to do a quick runthrough of some of the things I wrote in 2023 that I am genuinely proud of, and that are eligible for such awards in 2024 as recognise fan writer, fanzine and critic categories.

Here on my own blog:

And over on Nerds of a Feather:

I’d be honoured if you decided to read any of them, and doubly honoured if you felt like holding them in your consideration for fan writer/critic/fanzine nominations.

*Ha not-at-all ha. The discourse is eternal.

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Ink, Blood, Sister, Scribe by Emma Törzs

I have been trying to be more open to consuming books as audio recently. I’ve been doing a lot of sewing and knitting, and being able to listen to a story while my hands are busy is such a great convenience. It’s a format I sometimes struggle with, however. My default listening speed is 1.75x, because I simply cannot cope with the slowness of listening on 1x speed, and even then the time it takes to get through a book can often feel a little… treacly.

Which informs my choice of listening. I tend to gravitate in audio to poetry read by the author or shorter novellas, things where there just isn’t enough time for me to get antsy over the pace of things before we reach the end. And this does, mostly, work.

But I recently decided to try a novel – Ink, Blood, Sister, Scribe by Emma Törzs – I’d been meaning to read since it came out, because I had a pretty substantial knitting project that I really wanted to motor through and I thought well… maybe?

And… I did listen to the whole thing. But it’s left me with a really interesting conundrum. Because there is a single point of issue I have with how the story unfolds, and it seems entirely plausible to me that this issue is all about that treacly slowness I feel when listening to audiobooks. But it’s also just as plausible it would have been there in the physical copy too. And I have no idea, short of re-reading the whole thing (and even that wouldn’t solve it because I already know all the reveals at this point), how I verify it.

So I’m going to proceed as if the issue exists in the text in whatever format one chooses to consume it, but take this with a pinch of salt.

The issue? The pacing. Specifically, the pacing of the reveals of things that feel, in text, like they are supposed to either surprise the reader, or be something they worked out but only a little before the characters. Unfortunately, there were several reveals that I had to go through whole chapters yelling inside my head “but the [redacted] is really a [redacted]!! It’s obvious!” to a character who could not hear me. And this is always a tricky one. In murder mysteries, I want, in a perfect scenario, to get to the answer – or at least have a hunch of it – only a short while before the reveal/the protagonist realises it. But how much is “a short while”? A couple of pages? A chapter? How do you plan for different readers being differently skilled at putting together your hints? If you make everything too obscure, you risk losing them to a reveal that came out of nowhere. If you make it too easy, it feels patronising. A tricky, tricky balance. Ink, Blood, Sister, Scribe isn’t a murder mystery, but a lot of the same rules and issues apply – it is a plot built around secrets and their uncovering, the characters slowly building a cache of hints and information to get them closer and closer to the truth. Which gets frustrating if the reader feels like the truth has been obvious for half of the book, unacknowledged.

And is probably emphasised by the slowness of audio – I just have more minutes to sit with each piece of information, more time to digest before something new is thrown my way, which probably makes me all the more likely to piece things together.

And then you have to add in genre awareness. I, like many readers, have read other fantasy books before. And so the threshold for me assuming something is caused by <magic thing hinted at by story> is pretty low. But obviously, the characters in the story don’t have access to their meta (except in weird, fourth wall breaking stories, which are fun and can be amazing, but this wasn’t one), and so there’s the tension between what the reader can reasonably assume, and what the character can reasonably assume. But… well… the reader is reading it. It doesn’t necessarily matter that the character would be much less likely to jump to the conclusions you do – you’re the one reading it, and that frustration is very real, especially when it builds and builds over multiple small points and reveals, snippets of information giving away so much more to the reader than the characters.

Unfortunately, for me, this information mismanagement really cast a pall over my experience of the whole book. I look back and mostly remember that frustration, that sense of waiting for the story to catch up with me so we can move on to the fun stuff, that sense of constant pause and expectation without satisfactory resolution. The emotional catharsis of the reveals was never there, because they never were reveals, and so the whole thing fell a little flat.

Which isn’t to say there was nothing to love about the book. I found several of the characters rather charming (particularly Nicholas, posh, English, undersocialised nitwit that he is), and several of the secondary characters particularly had some really interesting backgrounds and motivations that slowly developed through the story. The dialogue was particularly well done, for the most part, and so when you get extended scenes of more character-focussed work, then the story really did shine.

And the magic system is fascinating. I enjoy how we come to learn about it – from characters who only experience it individually, taught on a small scale – and it comes through the book to feel both personal and truly mysterious, a system barely understood even by those with the weight of historical knowledge behind them to call upon. The true mystique that I want all magic to embody does show itself, from time to time, and I understood exactly why some of the characters were so enamoured with it, even despite its costs, because the narrative took the time to make plain their wonder.

There were also some really lovely snippets of descriptive language, especially when Törzs is describing the indescribable. Her magical moments are painted as almost nonsensical pictures, but ones that somehow sit intuitively deep in you, and make a sense they never should in the parts of you that crave that strange abstraction. She keeps returning to themes of bees and honey, and while evocative on their own, it kept resonating for me with how Erin Morgenstern’s The Starless Sea likewise entwined its magic with a repeating metaphor of bees. Smell and taste too find a place of high honour, and there are moments in kitchens particularly that shine for their full sensory immersion, or sat on porches with a chill in the air, or snowy fields of cows. The physical, sensory and imagined worlds all find beautiful realisation throughout the story, and these moments, these lovely scenes, are a glorious respite from the frustrations.

Which, alas, exist outside of the pacing. As with many non-British authors, there are Britishisms that have clearly thrown Törzs off. Some of them are the basic linguistic ones – which alas were made more prominent when the audiobook narrator did the English accent for Nicholas’ dialogue than they might have been had I been reading a physical book – your “bookstore” type phrasings, that are totally comprehensible but entirely unnatural to the type of English speaker the character is. But some of them are subtler and more profound. The English characters in the story are all a very specific, very elite level of posh… and yet so much about them reads instead as more like middle to upper middle class, or even just outside that paradigm in ways that don’t make sense for the English context. The way they speak, the way they interact with the world, the way they use their money, the food they eat, so many little tells that build to a picture of not-quite-rightness for someone natively accustomed to that culture. But this is a hazard encountered so often, and one I am mostly used to ignoring*. It just came much more to the fore when hearing the slight wrongnesses in the right accent – all the more uncanny valley for the approximation.

And, for all that many of the characters are genuinely charming, it is somewhat slow going at the beginning to build that rapport with them. Esther in particular was someone I struggled to warm to for a number of chapters, and only truly came to love her when her narrative linked in more closely with everyone else’s.

So… a mixed bag. There are moments of genuine joy in there, and Törzs can really write a scene that lingers visually and sensorily in the memory. But so much of what is good in the book is undercut by the intense frustration of the pacing, and I suspect, looking back in however many months, it will be that frustration that lingers with me the most. I suspect, if she puts out another book, I will need to read it in physical, just to be certain I’m not manufacturing my own problems with it. I don’t think I am, but I’d like to give the benefit of the doubt. And if I am wrong, I hope to spend more time sitting in those lovely, artfully painted scenes, undimmed by the knowledge that all the characters complete numpties.

*egregious exceptions aside, like the intense mishmash of usage found in Naomi Novik’s A Deadly Education

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2023 in Books

The end of year tbr, divided by genre(ish). I hope to end 2024 with a smaller pile, as I’m not generally a big tbr person.

So it turns out, I didn’t do one of these for 2022. Shockingly lax. I can’t even remember why. But what it means is – I close out 2023 goalless and free, unfettered by whether I succeeded or failed at the ambitions of the woman I was 12 months ago. Which is nice and all, but kind of boring. So for 2023, we’re back on our bullshit, doing arbitrary awards in arbitrary categories and making goals for ourselves we may or may not be able to deliver on. The world is normal once more.

But first – what did I read in 2023?

Well, I set myself a Goodreads goal of 100, and I actually met that back on the 6th of December. I was all set for 2023 to be a roaring, overarchieving success, in fact… and then I got covid that knocked me for six on the first day of the Christmas annual leave, which rather put a damper on things. But still, a satisfying total of 104 books (one of which not logged because it’s a novella published in a magazine so doesn’t have its own entry, but it was really good and deserves to be counted nonetheless – sorry Filip that Goodreads does not support you as you deserve).

In terms of the stats, things are pretty interesting. Looking at my star ratings, my vague vibe that it’s not been a great year for books is borne out, with 5 and 4 stars down and 1, 2 and 3 stars all up. But 2022 was a hell of a year, so no wonder we struggled to follow it up.

I’ve kept pretty strong in reading current books (over 50% within 12 months of release, and over 75% within 2 years), and books by queer authors and authors of colour continue to trend slowly up (36% and 32% respectively). Books by women are down at only 61%, but for the first time since records began (2017), non-binary/genderqueer/genderfluid authors are into the double figures at 11%.

My reviews remain correlated not at all with Goodreads. I’d worry if that changed, to be honest.

In genres, I massively overcomitted (66%) in fantasy to the detriment of all else, but I really don’t care because it made me happy. Graphic novels hit a low, which is a surprise, and one I might try to remedy. Novellas are way, way up though, from 15.7% in 2022 to 29.4% in 2023, and I’m hoping, if anything, this trend continues. We’ll be running a project on NoaF in January and February spotlighting small press novellas, and I hope this sets the tone for the year, because they’re a category that has run counter to the pessimism in novels for 2023.

Books read per month was relatively steady, with a slump in July of only 4 read. I have no idea what the reason for that was. It just do be like that sometimes. Once again, the obelisk of August 2020 remains untouchable and aloof. I will never read that much in a month again. I don’t know how I did it that time around. Some things are simply unrepeatable.

Ok yeah I do yearn to repeat it though. One day.

In any case, what better way to round of the year of reading than to do some silly awards that definitely anyone will put any stock in whatsoever and isn’t just an excuse for me talking about the books I like yet again?

Ahem.

Anyway, here they are:

Best Novel

This one is always the hard one. Ignoring rereads, there were 9 novels I read this year that I gave five stars: The Spear Cuts Through Water by Simon Jimenez, Our Wives Under the Sea by Julia Armfield, Some Desperate Glory by Emily Tesh, The Saint of Bright Doors by Vajra Chandrasekera, Translation State by Ann Leckie, Menewood by Nicola Griffith, The Hands of the Emperor by Victoria Goddard, Mortal Follies by Alexis Hall and He Who Drowned the World by Shelley Parker-Chan.

I could prevaricate. I could split these up into genre categories so I didn’t have to pick just the one. And hey, I might do that anyway because some of these really deserve highlighting. But I’d be lying if I claimed not to know which one wins. It doesn’t matter how great the rest were, Menewood was always going to hold the top spot, because it is gorgeous. I’ve reviewed it fully for Nerds of a Feather here, and it has lingered with me in a way no other book I’ve read this year has.

Best Novel Runners Up

In the interests of prevaricating, I’ll split this into Best SF and Best Fantasy.

For SF, it’s a tight race between Some Desperate Glory and Translation State, but in the end, Ann Leckie remains Ann Leckie, and there’s not much anyone can do about that. But both were chunky, thoughtful books I’m incredibly glad to have read.

Fantasy is a genre I’ve read vastly more of than anything else this year, and with some really strong contenders to boot. The real fighters for the category are The Spear Cuts Through Water by Simon Jimenez, which I was very glad won several awards I was involved in this year, The Saint of Bright Doors, which I desperately hope gets a look in for some awards next year, and He Who Drowned the World, which does the incredibly difficult thing of following up She Who Became the Sun. In the end, and in the same way as has happened for much of this year, I end chanting “spear! spear! spear!” because it really is a stunner of a book.

Best Novella

I read loads of novellas this year! Partially deliberately, partially because it’s a good habit I’ve got into, and in either case, I’m really glad of it because it was a stonker of a year. There were twenty in total I gave four or five stars. Twenty! Genuinely, I’m going to struggle when it comes to Hugo nomination time. How am I going to cut this list down?

The top options this year were: A Taste of Honey by Kai Ashante Wilson, Even Though I Knew the End by C. L. Polk, Untethered Sky by Fonda Lee, The Sorceror of the Wildeeps by Kai Ashante Wilson, Hybrid Heart by Iori Kusano, For Thy Great Pain Have Mercy on my Little Pain by Victoria Mackenzie, Mammoths at the Gates by Nghi Vo, Emergent Properties by Aimee Ogden, The Two Doctors Górski by Isaac Fellman, Between Blades by Filip Drnovšek Zorko and If Found, Return to Hell by Em. X. Liu.

I’m going to give two winners. One just because it’s stunning, a masterpiece, some of the best written literature I’ve had the good fortune to read, and the other as the best of what I’ve read that was published this year, and so what I’ll be pinning my hopes on for the 2024 awards.

The former, easily, no questions asked, is A Taste of Honey by Kai Ashante Wilson. It does all the things I love – beautiful character work, complex and fully realised world building, a genuine twist that does the emotional work to really land, and so much more besides. If you like SFF, if you like good writing, if you want to feel emotions while you read, this is a book you need to get to.

For the other… ooh boy it gets harder. Part of me wants to say Mammoths at the Gates, which I reviewed for NoaF here, and which I read at precisely the moment I needed it the most. But that’s possibly just as much about me as it is about the book. And so my winner, the one I’m going to go into awards season truly yelling about, is Hybrid Heart by Iori Kusano, which I review in full here, but can say in short is simply one of the best close character study stories I’ve seen for a while. You truly inhabit the protagonist’s head as she experiences a tumultuous period of her life, and it’s done with such feeling and grace, it’s impossible not to love her.

Best Short Fiction

I’ve not been as assiduous as I would truly like about reading short fiction this year (shockingly bad at novelettes in particular), but there were a number that caught my eye and that I want to highlight.

My finalists are thus: “Long Enough for a Cup of Tea” by Aimee Ogden, “The Cuckoo of Vrežna Mountain” by Filip Drnovšek Zorko, “Closer Than Your Kidneys” by Ursula Whitcher, and “Always Be Returning” by Eugenia Triantafyllou.

In a year where my love of the Greek myth retelling has precipitously waned (more on that here), it says something that my winner, by some clear water, is one nonetheless. Triantafyllou has taken a myth I see so often sorely misused – that of Persephone and Demeter – and made it new and beautiful, but also truer to its roots than so much of what you see churned out. That it manages to do in a short story length what most fail at in a novel length just makes it all the better.

Best Poetry

Kae Tempest put out a new book in 2023. There wasn’t really much of a question beyond that, was there? Divisible by Itself and One is great, and more haunting than some of Tempest’s previous work, but just as lyrical, so it’s no surprise I loved it just as much as the rest of the body of their work.

Worst Book

1 star reviews were up this year, so I have more to choose from. Yay… It didn’t help that the Hugo awards were distinctly Not For Me this time around.

Our frontrunners for the nadir of my 2023 reading are: The Kaiju Preservation Society by John Scalzi, The Spare Man by Mary Robinette Kowal, Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries by Heather Fawcett, Arch-Conspirator by Veronica Roth and Dragonflight by Anne McCaffrey (more on this later).

Although Emily Wilde infuriated me like no other book this year (no, really), and even though Kaiju had me holding back hot takes when the discourse was raging, there can truly only be one winner here: The Spare Man by Mary Robinette Kowal, whose protagonist was so infuriating that I forgot to be annoyed by literally anything else in the book, blinded as I was by her sheer Karenitude. The book knows she’s like this. The book tries to situate it, make it sympathetic, make the character aware of it. None of it works. I hate her with a passion undimmed by time. That is all.

Blastest from the Pastest

Sometimes, you read books that you’ve not picked up since childhood, and you see it through suddenly two lenses simultaneously – at once reliving the joy of the childhood read, while also looking anew through adult eyes and finding flaws you were not the right reader to spot the first time around.

And then, sometimes, people get you to read something like that, only you never read it as a kid, and so you just get a period of bewilderment at the absolute nonsense you’re now experiencing.

Dragonflight by Anne McCaffrey, the first of the Pern books, was the latter, for me. I knew about the series, and vaguely knew it didn’t super stand up to adult rereading, so I never felt the need to pick it up until we decided to read it for book club. Turns out, not reading it was a great decision. Whether on grounds of its class politics (awful), misogyny (internalised), sentence construction (haphazard) or pacing (non-existent), this is a book I found nothing in to like. I boggle that it won a Hugo and a Nebula. I would consider much of the first half of it nearly incomprehensibly badly written. Someone needed to confiscate her thesaurus. Every character of any value is aristocracy, non-gentry are written off as drudges only good for manual labour, and the women more so. There is some extremely dubious telepathy that is used to excuse some hideously dubious sex – even on the page the text points out it’s a bit rapey, but for the dragon telepathy – and it really does not stand up to any amount of scrutiny on… pretty much any level. And all of that is bad. But truly, its worst crime is the pacing that goes beyond bad into just bewildering. Scenes are cut for no reason. Two years of in book time disappears with barely a mention. Almost all of the action takes place in the final 8th of the book, and much of that us being introduced to a whole new realm of the worldbuilding that just… never came up before.

Reading it was a truly mad experience. I suspect I’m going to forget all of it within two months. That’s probably for the best.

Wankiest (complimentary) Book

No prevaricating here, it’s just Eros the Bittersweet by Anne Carson. I was initially going to have this be best non-fiction, but since I’ve barely read any this year, that felt like a non-category, and fundamentally not very interesting and not why I want to highlight this book, a collection of essays by a classics professor, talking about love in classical literature, with especial interest in Sappho.

When I was doing my degree, and having to do lit crit essays, there were moments when it felt quite… made up. Like we were all just conjuring nonsense from the ether and then trying to pretend we believed the bollocks we were saying. As I learned more and read more and was taught well, that feeling passed, and there were moments of revelation, where the things I read talking about literature suddenly clicked into place, and I truly felt like I was understanding the works I was reading on the level I was supposed to, and that I could talk about them with insight and genuine thoughtfulness.

Reading Eros the Bittersweet was like sitting at the feet of a master, and seeing all my works for the clumsy fumblings of an amateur they were, throwing any previous thoughts of understanding to the wind, but in the best possible way. If I had read this before I did a degree in classics, it would have bounced off my brain so hard. There are moments where it does feel like she’s conjuring nonsense from the ether… and then she ties it back to the text, back to the specific concepts she’s built up, essay by essay, and you realise what a masterful tower of insight she’s built up as you progress. But it means I can’t explain what the book is about to anyone, because I’ll start talking about how Ancient Greek love is all triangles and you will, rightfully, start looking at me funny.

But it was great, beautiful, and indeed, incredibly wanky in the best possible way, and so I celebrate it for revealing to me the sheer depths of my own ignorance.

Most Beautiful Cover Art

We go back to categories with multiple contenders to finish us off, and worthy ones two. There are two books I read in 2023 that I picked up in significant part simply because their covers went beyond gorgeous into just ART.

A Magic Steeped in Poison by Judy I. Lin did not, alas, live up to this beauty. But by god Sija Hong did a number on this one. The colours! The saturation! The fact that it’s a cover with figurative art that I don’t hate and even felt the need to pick up! The fact that it’s a YA book but I bought it anyway because it’s so beautiful!

I mean, I read the blurb. I knew what I was getting into. I am the fool here. But c’mon, look at it!

Mortal Follies by Alexis Hall meanwhile not only stunned visually, but also made me giggle out loud to myself on a packed, declassified train to York. Radiante Mozzarelle has absolute excelled herself with the regency inspired stylings of this one, and the fact that it encloses a five star book only makes it sweeter.

Unfortunately, the US cover decides to wang a big section of turquoise in the middle for reasons I can’t entirely fathom, but I have the UK edition so I can pretend that crime against art doesn’t exist and continue to appreciate it in all its glory.

For sheer, luscious, luminous pinkness and the quirky little Robin Goodfellow, Mortal Follies takes the win here.

And so, we come to the end, and my resolutions for the coming year, back on our bullshit as we are.

  1. Reading goal. 120 books. Go hard or go home. Stretch goal. Aim for the stars. Why the fuck not.
  2. Awards! The Hugos are coming to Glasgow bay-bee, so if there was ever a year to commit, it is now.
  3. More awards! I’m gonna do it this time, I’m gonna read the Clarkes. They seem great. I want in on that highbrow bullshit. Maro Itoje was spotted at the awards one time. Why not!
  4. Fewer awards! But that means I’m cutting the Nebulas unless there’s a significant crossover. I know my limits.
  5. I say this every year I do these, but I still have a big pile to get through, so… more non-fiction. One year it’ll stick.
  6. Reviewing! Put myself out there. Try to get reviews up in more places. Throw my opinions upon the void, and see if the void shouts back.
  7. Travel! My reading holiday this year was a glorious success. I shall repeat it, and once again have a delightful, solitary time with a big ol’ pile of books, a log fire and a lot of bread. What more could a person want in life?
  8. Arts and crafts! I’ve decided to do a little project – I’m going to do a (very simple) embroidery of every book I read this year, along with its star rating, on a plain tote bag, so I have a physical object recording my reading for all to look upon and hopefully say nice things about.
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The Hands of the Emperor – Victoria Goddard

Eight separate people told me that I, me specifically, should read this book. I don’t honestly get recommended a tonne of books anyway (possibly not unreasonably, a lot of my friends assume I’ve heard of the books I’ll want to read already and acted accordingly, especially for recent stuff), so it was quite odd to get so many, so specifically targeted ones. When you get to eight people, you start to assume that maybe, just maybe, there’s something in it*. But this year has been a year of much required reading – as ever, I wanted to commit to getting through many of the Hugo categories before I voted, and then I was lucky enough to be jury on both the Subjective Chaos Kind of Awards and the British Fantasy Awards. I have no complaints, let me stress! I really enjoyed both the latter, and while the Hugos were an exercise in disappointment, I don’t feel like I’m doing my proper voting duty if I don’t do it from a place of knowledge. But all that has meant my summer particularly has been somewhat prescriptive when it comes to reading, and much of the rest has been taken up with newer books for review or reading for book club(s).

So it took me a while to get to this. I promised I would, once I was fully free to make my reading choices for myself again. And once I did… well, I should have listened sooner, it turns out. I am a fool, the eight people were right, and I hold my hands up and admit it freely.

But… it’s 969 pages long, and it is not a fast book, so I don’t particularly regret that I waited until now. It’s a book that needed savouring, letting things spin out at exactly the pace they needed to. There were scenes that I needed to put the book down after and just have them sit with me for a while, overnight, turning them over in my mind to ponder them, before I moved on. It’s a book that requests, politely, that you take your time with it, as much as it is taking its time with the story, and promises, in return, an emotional pay off that will not make you regret it. It absolutely delivered.

The story follows Cliopher Mdang – the titular Hands of the Emperor – whom we meet as the personal secretary to the Last Emperor of Astandalas, a sprawling, magical empire in the aftermath of a dramatic but very loosely described fall. Steadily, it is revealed to us that Cliopher and His Radiance are both working to improve the state of the empire, removing corruption and inequality, and trying to pull together the ragged threads of what is and what was from the mess and upheaval that came before them. It is a real, complex and peopled empire, and as such, it has an awful lot of problems for a competent bureacrat to be dealing with… and we see Cliopher dealing with them at length.

Which makes it sound an awfully dry and rather dull book. In some senses, I suppose you might think that. Not an awful lot really happens – certainly not 969 pages of events – and there’s no great sweeping romances, no dramatic magical catastrophes, few adventures, few upheavals, and quite a lot of scribing and political decisions. There are audits, even. Nothing about the bare bones description makes it sound appealing in the slightest. And yet, it’s a phenomenal book, because it eschews the petty need for “events” and “excitment” and cuts instead to the core of what I want out of my stories – people. As a book about people, their emotions, their relationships and their places in their cultures and histories and own hearts, it is about as impactful as it is possible to be, and absolutely requires that length of time to be so. It is a book, first and foremost, about Cliopher the man, and his own relationship with himself, his history, his culture, and his desire to leave all of that to go to the centre of things, to sit at the feet of the Emperor himself and be a part of what makes the world tick. We see him reckoning with the decisions of his past and present, his relationships old and new, his relationship with self and public and his own outward persona, and with his ideas of his own legacy. It is such a comprehensive, sensitive and heartfelt view of a person, from inside and out, and there is no way to do such complete justice to a topic like this without the depth and length that Goddard goes to.

It is also a book about Cliopher’s relationship with his lord, the Sun and Stars, the Last Emperor of Astandalas, a man so heavily bound up in his own power that it becomes a cage for him, body and soul. We see Cliopher’s importance as someone willing to see the centre of all the magic of the world as a human being, not simply an object of adoration and ritual. We see how desperately it was needed.

And again, this needs the space it gets to play out, because in her steady, beautiful worldbuilding, Goddard lays out all the heavy religious and cultural strictures that bind her emperor in place, how he is positioned to be someone who cannot be seen as a person, whom no one dares look in the eye. How could anyone overcome the weight of so many years of law and practice in a few pages? Well, easily, in many stories, of course, but in this one, Goddard has taken great pains to show us, incredibly clearly, what those strictures truly mean, and it is all the more weighty, all the more delicious, watching them be overcome slowly, when it is made to feel so real that it would happen in increments over years. The emotional and dramatic pay offs of the story must be earned, and are so much the better for it. Once we get to that place of growing mutual understanding, there are some heartbreaking moments of sweetness and sadness, that I would not have believed or felt without the weight of the construction that went into making them. Is it 969 pages of two men trying desperately to connect with each other? Sure. And I would absolutely read it again.

But when you step outside the relationships – however beautiful and meaningful they are – there’s a lot else good going on in the story. The world building leaves many, many unanswered mysteries, often that I don’t believe will get resolved in the sequel, and I love them for their secrecy. I keep teasing at threads of the world, wondering about it, and I love that continued process of wondering – love that there is such scope for strangeness in those unknowns. But what it does give us clearly is cleverly done. When you give yourself 969 pages of space to make your world, you give yourself the scope for subtlety and complexity simply not available in 300 pages. You have the time to spend crafting a diverse empire of varying cultures and societies, and have them be meaningful, and Goddard has done just that. Likewise, she’s made us an imperial bureaucracy in all its creaky multiplicity, just as would be needed, would grow up to manage such a vast and sprawling mess of peoples. This is no ice planet of the one major city, or a world full of easily characterised cultures with a single USP. It feels real and lived in and peopled, even the bits we don’t get to see so much of.

Most of the focus is on Solaara, the capital, particularly the Imperial Palace, and on the Vangavaye-ve, Cliopher’s home. We see enormously more, specifically of Gorjo City in the Vangavaye-ve, and the Imperial Palace in Solaara, than any other place in the world. But by metonomy and hinting, by providing the complexity and nuance for these two specific places and by implying that the same applies universally, she manages to give us the feel of a vastly varied empire without having to show us every piece precisely, which is as it should be. Implied worldbuilding is its own skill much less often praised than the more deliberate stuff, but just as useful, just as needed when you want to make sure what you’re creating has scope, and it is here that Goddard excels. Which is not to say what we do get described isn’t great (it is, I got a very strong sense of Gorjo City as a place, and as a community, and it left me with strong and lingering visual impressions), but she has the knack of giving us jussst enough of all the other places, little mentions, nods to their trade goods, such and such a city, this or that aristocrat, that we’re able to easily and naturally fill in the remaining gaps across the rest of her beautifully nonsensical world.

And I suppose that’s the crux of it. Stepping outside of the sheer screeching delight of the characters, what I love is the world precisely for its understated nonsense.

I am not, on the whole, a Brando Sando hater. I really enjoy Warbreaker, for instance. I liked Elantris, I was very fond of The Way of Kings**. But I count myself heartily among the haters for, at least in the theoretical, his particular brand of world-building. Fuck neat and tidy tables at the back of the book. Fuck logic puzzle magic systems. Fuck magic just as another form of science. Give me unhinged world building. Pure vibes. Give me the lush and mind-bending calendrical shenanigans of Ninefox Gambit. Give me the mythological unlogic of The Saint of Bright Doors. Give me the meme-forward, vibes-only genre-bending chaos of The Locked Tomb book. Give me the ballsy, mind-fucking, gleeful shenanigans of Vellum. I will choose them every time over hard rules and the tyranny of logic. It’s magic. I don’t want an explanation. I want just to feel in my gut that it is Right, that it situates itself within the story, that it intuits, and anything more than that is merely a crutch for the cowardly. I crave nonsense.

And so – Goddard’s understated nonsense.

As far as I can tell in this first book, we never really get any clear idea of what Astandalas was/is – if Victoria Goddard came to me and told me she meant it to be a space empire, I would believe it. If it was more a single planet, I would also believe that. If it was a multidimensional fantasy empire… yep, sure, totally plausible. We never really get any clear sense of what its fall was or how it happened or what it meant. Somehow, time went funny? No one knows why or how. Some places are no longer where they were meant to be. A palace appeared somewhere entirely out of original place, and now is no longer precisely oriented facing east. None of it is explained and it never matters because that unknowing is the point. It’s magic as mystery and the spiritual, not just an extra science with more sparkles, and that is, always and forever, what I want my magic to be.

And hey, maybe there will be answers in the sequel. It’s possible. And I won’t be totally upset if there are, but while I don’t have them, I live in the joy of the mystery, and I hope, if I am honest, that I never get them. I want to preserve this beautiful, brilliant, unnerving contrast between these well-described, entirely mundane locations – cities with symphony orchestras and restaurants and government offices – and the unexplained and inexplicable that lies alongside them. I want more of that, in my stories.

There are, of course, intersections between the mundane and the mystical and the mythical throughout the story, and Goddard has managed them deftly and tenderly each for each. There are times when we see the mundane within the magic, the strictures needed to make a spell work just so. But equally, there are times when the chaos within the mundane is made clear, and their balance gives us the chaos I crave in how people, how peopled systems, feel.

And that’s the crux of it. This is fundamentally a book that gets people, and the worlds people live in. For me, a critical part of that is admitting and embracing mess, chaos, hypocrisy and inconsistency, but weaving it in in such a way that you know, when reading it, that it is a choice, an author committed to deeply evoking the human in her work. It is never slipshod, never shoddy, but like everything she’s done in the book, slow, careful and deliberate.

As a reader for whom character is always key, and for whom length and slow pace are no cost at all if the thing being purchased is people I can truly love, this book was wonderful. If you liked The Goblin Emperor for its awareness of power, the cold, lonely place trapped in the centre of the cage of privilege, for its showcasing of someone trying, with the power they have, to make the world a better place than they found it, this is a book for you. Yes, it is long, yes it is slow, but by god is it worth the savouring.

So, apologies to my eight very sensible friends. And thanks. Please recommend me more like this.

*I did not actually need to get to eight for that, as several of them are both people I trust with recommendations quite a lot, and who sold it to me in specific ways that made me understand why they thought I would like it (they were correct).
**Though I’ll admit I couldn’t get through Rhythm of War– I’d just forgotten too much from the other books and couldn’t bring myself to reread them.

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I voted in the Hugos! Now what…?

Hugo voting is officially closed! And I even finished reading all the categories I planned to on the day before the deadline, not the day of, so where is my gold star please and thank?

Like apparently a fair number of people, at least from what I see online… I’m not a big fan of this year’s slate. I’m not going to go into essay level detail on each individual book, mostly because I want you not to be too bored to read this all, but I will talk a bit in general about some of the categories I had the most issues with and why, and maybe what I think the slate could have looked like instead, as well as a few predictions (about which I am inevitably wrong, every single year).

Before all this kicked off, however, back in the long ago time of like… May? Maybe May. Whenever I actually submitted my nominations. I was actually really optimistic about this year. 2022 was such a fucking stormer of a year for fiction, I thought. I could come up with two full slates of novels I was happy to nominate, and had a hell of a time cutting down to one, so surely, surely we’d see that astonishing quality on show in the awards, no? Or maybe we’d get to see some Chinese fiction on the ballot, get a couple of novel slots for the host country, maybe some novellas? Wouldn’t that be cool, and if they were available in translation, all the better for me getting to read some stuff I might not otherwise have picked up.

And we did get some Chinese fiction in, though only in short story and novelette (and the novelette wasn’t available anywhere in English, that I could find). That was cool. I really quite liked “Zhurong on Mars” by Regina Kanyu Wang, which is a redo of a Chinese myth with nanobots and space exploration, which was pretty neat. I was much less a fan of “On the Razor’s Edge” by Jiang Bo, whose dryness of language might be written off as an artifact of the machine translation I had, but whose choice of subject matter and slant on it… could not. But still, got to read some new authors and new stories, this is what I was hoping for, even if not as broadly suffused through the award categories as I’d have liked. I’d give it a C+ on the second of my hopes for the awards.

We’re not aspiring to those dizzying heights with my first, let me tell you.

To be blunt, across novel and novella, I put four works below No Award, because I simply did not think they had any place being on an award shortlist, and if any of them won, I would be kicking myself if I hadn’t done my bit to prevent it. Those are four books I think reflect badly on the Hugo Awards if they win. But what’s left doesn’t exactly make up for it either. The only exception is Even Though I Knew the End, which was an unexpected delight for me, someone who had previously not meshed with Polk’s other work at all. Of the rest? The best I can say is “fine, I guess”. We have the lesser entries of better series. We have mush. This hardly feels like the same award that had nominations for Piranesi, A Desolation Called Peace, Harrow the Ninth, She Who Became the Sun, Ninefox Gambit, All the Birds in the Sky, The Fifth Season, Ancillary Justice… if someone engaged only with the Hugo shortlist, they’d be right to think SFF had had an incredibly weak year.

But it wasn’t! This is the thing. And sure, maybe we’ll find out when we get the stats (if we get the stats) that Babel isn’t here because the author withdrew. Maybe she wasn’t even alone in that. But that can’t have been everyone… and so I’m left with the knowledge that this is what we nominated, and that’s kind of tragic, because what it is, beyond all else, is safe.

It’s early 00s nostalgia bait. It’s further entries in popular series. It’s retellings. It’s cosy murder or cosy horror or cosy fantasy, and there’s nothing wrong with cosy, I enjoy cosy, but it’s not pushing the boundaries or stretching the limits or the reader it’s just… nice. So the ballot is just nice. It’s fluff. It’s full of things without substance or thought, where here, of all places, we should be celebrating the things that make us think. And sure, not every entry on every ballot of every year has to be that. But we normally have some. Maybe the rest is stuff that isn’t the newest or the most hard-hitting, but maybe it’s just really very good? Yeah we haven’t got much of that either. It’s a ballot full of pedestrianism. Of safeness and niceness and rehashing things we already know, or continuing things already begun, and it’s just really fucking dull.

We can do better, right? Right? I want to hope so.

I promised predictions too, so predictions I shall provide (please feel free to disregard them; I do not have my finger on the pulse of anyone beside myself).

For best novel… I think it’ll be Nettle and Bone. But I’d not be shocked honestly by any of them. Maybe Nona. Sequels don’t tend to win, especially if the first entry didn’t do it first.

For best novella, I both think and hope it’ll be Even Though I Knew the End.

For novelette, John Chu seems to be winning plenty, and I see now reason to suspect If You Find Yourself Speaking to God, Address God with the Informal You won’t do just as well here.

The tbr in all its glory (part 1)

For short story, I’m pretty split between “Rabbit Test” and “Zhurong on Mars”, but I’m leaning towards the former because of its strong and currently relevant (in the US) themes.

Am I thrilled about most of this? Novella and novelette are both my top picks in their ballot and both stories I love, but I just wish they’d both had competitive years to fight in.

Part 2

It doesn’t help that between the Hugos and the two awards I got to jury on (this isn’t a complaint SCKA and BFA – I enjoyed them both very much please have me back in future ily), it feels like I’ve spent hardly any time this summer reading books I’ve actively chosen, or at least without other books hanging over my head waiting for me to read them. But now, I am free*. Now I can tackle the massive pile that has been growing and growing all summer. I cannot WAIT. There are so many exciting things in there I’ve been looking forward to so much… there’s The Water Outlaws, there’s He Who Drowned the World, there’s The Dance Tree, there’s The House With The Golden Door, there’s a whole load of cool novellas. The rest of the Neon Hemlock stuff is going to make its way into my kindle. There’s going to be a sequel to Lavender House. And now I get to actually tackle them all and it’s great and… I should actually do that. I don’t actually like having a big tbr, it’s not how I roll, and so I’m hopefully going to spend the rest of the year deconstructing that, and maybe finding some new gems to obsess about when nomination season rolls around again next year. Because the best thing to do after being a little let down by the things making the awards this year is to read things that make me excited, so I can tell everyone about them and hopefully, maybe, do my little part towards making next year all the better.

Fingers crossed!

And part 3. Yes it’s quite a mixed bag.

Also this is the part where I say, if you didn’t know, that Nerds of a Feather are collectively nominated for a Hugo Award for best fanzine, and I am absolutely beside myself with glee every time I think about this. I will be absolutely vibrating with joy for probably at least a month if we win… I cannot even begin to describe. Keep your fingers crossed for us!

*Except that one book I have to read for a NoaF review. And that other one. And the ones I need to read for the NoaF project in January. But other than that.

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Compare and Contrast: Books on Societal Lies

I read two novellas recently that struck me as incredibly similar (while being totally different). There might be spoilers in this one, depending on your definition of spoilers.

The first is Ogres by Adrian Tchaikovsky, one of this year’s Hugo nominees. It follows a young man (boy? maybe? at first?) who starts off as the impish rogue in his little rural home village, but when the ogre landlord comes to call, he makes a terrible mistake and his life is thrown completely off course. On the run from the authorities and later in captivity, he is forced to reckon with the world outside his village, the realities and politics and history of it, and figure out how to live in the wake of what he has learnt.

The second was The Lies of the Ajungo by Moses Ose Utomi. This tells the story – or possibly even fable, from the tone – of a boy from a city that made a terrible deal to survive. They needed water, desperately, and so they turned to the Ajungo for help… but the cost was the tongue of every citizen when they turn 13, and what they got for the price wasn’t enough. Branded The City of Lies, unable to tell their story and doomed to be seen as untrustworthy by everyone they might meet, they are alone. After his mother nearly dies from lack of water, Tutu, about to turn 13, begs to be allowed to do as many children – Speakers – have before him and go out of the city in search of salvation for his city. In return, his leader agrees to care for his mother for a year and no more, on the hope of his return. What he learns in the desert beyond his city walls, and the people he meets along the way, are nothing like what he expects.

Both are stories about a world – secondary, perhaps – where things are different to the here and now for us. There’s a rigid order to things, and there is hardship, in some form, but there are rules to be followed as well, to keep things ticking over as they are. Both are stories following someone, a boy on the cusp of manhood, who through particular circumstances is forced to step outside the bounds of the normal and confront the greater whole of their world, and finds it not… exactly what they thought it to be. Both are then bound, by moral or character or some driving force, to return to their homes and make things better, or right, in some way. Both hinge on the idea of their societies being built on lies and injustices. Both, by the end, take on the tone of a morality tale, or a fable, or a story whose heart isn’t simply a story, but a lesson about the world, and oppression, and hardship and sacrifice, and the character of people.

However, in my opinion, one of them does it dramatically better than the other.

Despite my love of several other of Tchaikovsky’s books, I have to admit, I don’t think this is his best. Even for this sort of morality tale, the build up leaves the inevitable fall out hanging way too obviously and long – I spent quite a while wanting him to just get on with it because the protagonist hadn’t got it yet and it was frustrating watching him flounder. Was that floundering totally in keeping with the setting, the character’s background, who and what he was, and all the things that happened to him? Sure, absolutely. But that didn’t make it enjoyable to read. And when something manages to make even a novella feels like it drags, you have to admit something’s gone wrong.

Ultimately, it falls prey to the sort of worldbuilding problem where the answer makes a lot more sense to someone from our modern context than the protagonist’s context, and so it’s impossible to square the circle of believable character reaction and keeping the reader guessing without technique or trickery. Maybe we needed an intellectual training montage scene to move things along. Maybe that would have made the learning he did feel too cheap. But ultimately, what felt like the main plot of the story took a long, long time to kick off (again, in a novella! There’s not even really space for a long time!), and made the ending feel rushed in comparison, as well as… not really worth the effort you spent to get there. The underlying lesson, or concept, you get out at the end isn’t all that revolutionary or dramatic, and so if the story isn’t satisfying as a story, it feels underwhelming for not having the substance to back up what you had to do to get the lesson out of it.

Although not perfect – I gave it 4, not 5, stars – The Lies of the Ajungo meanwhile knows absolutely that the reader doesn’t have time for faffing about, and so gets on with telling you the story as quickly as it possibly can. Is a lot of time learning how to fight in the desert compressed into not a lot of pages? Sure. Is that actually much of a loss? Not really. Maybe we don’t get as much of Tutu as a person as we might have. Maybe he’s not as emotionally rounded as we might want. But the author has got around this by leaning very hard into the tone of a genuine fable, that dreamy, didactic vibe you get from Aesop and others, and so it doesn’t feel like much of a sacrifice, because believable characterisation was never the point. It tells you up front, in the way it uses its words, what sort of story this is going to be, and so you have no misconceptions to fall prey to when it gets (very quickly) down to it. It’s pacy and quick, in a way that Ogres fails to achieve, and completely consumable, but at no point sacrifices the point it’s trying to make for that paceyness.

Both stories – and here we head into real spoiler territory – also have twist endings. But where Ogres only made me go “yes… and?”, however much I wasn’t expecting it, The Lies of the Ajungo managed the reveal with tantalising foreshadowing, so it made absolute sense when you got there… while changing everything. It made the reveal the point of the whole show, the turning point of the narrative, where in Ogres it feels like a coda, even as it really ought to have changed so much of what we already knew.

The difference is in the post-reveal. In Ogres, that epilogue is handled as exposition – told directly to the audience in character voice and yet somehow robbed of any feeling it might have had that way. It’s dry and intellectual (which again, totally makes sense for the character!) and deeply unsatisfying. It has no punch to it. Whereas in The Lies of the Ajungo, the post-reveal is still the story. If anything, while the reveal is the hinge, the crux, the emotional climax comes afterwards, right at the end, and so the pacing and journey feels much more skilfully managed.

I don’t like parable stories, generally. Certainly not when the parable is nearly the whole of the thing. I often find I feel patronised by them, beaten about the head with the point the author is trying to make. Ultimately, Ogres never managed to rise above that general dislike or distinguish itself from the crowd, and so it felt flat, didactic and dry. A hollowness where the heart of the story should have been. The Lies of the Ajungo took that step beyond, and was allowed to breathe as a story, as much as as a point to be hammered home, and it was that it desperately needed to make it whole. There were issues, yes – some of the character decisions were, at times, decidedly unfathomable – but there was enough about it all to make them worth forgiving.

If you need a short parable in your life, there’s definitely one of the two I’d encourage you to pick up.

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SCKA 2023 – Winners Announced

This year I got the chance to participate in the Subjective Chaos Kind of Awards as a juror! I had a fantastic time, read some amazing books I would never have otherwise picked up, and got to discuss them with a lovely bunch of people with interesting opinions. As of this weekend just gone, the winners have now been decided and announced (all details here), but I just wanted to highlight the ones from the categories I was involved in:

Short Fiction

Winner: Leora Spitzer, This Excessive Use of Pickled Foods (khōréō)

Runner up: Tobi Ogundiran, The Lady Of The Yellow-Painted Library (in Africa Risen, Tor.com)
Nominees: Iori Kusano, can i offer you a nice egg in this trying time (Uncanny Magazine)
Susan Rukeyser, The Two-Faced Miracle of Justice Father Win (Podomatic)
Tobi Ogundiran, The Lady Of The Yellow-Painted Library (in Africa Risen, Tor.com)
Leora Spitzer, This Excessive Use Of Pickled Food (khōréō)
Carlos Hernandez, I Will Have This Diamond for a Heart (Uncanny Magazine)

I’d read precisely one of these before the awards, and I honestly had such a good time digging into the rest. I now own a copy of Africa Risen and have read several of the other stories in it, so will be working my way through the rest ASAP. This Excessive Use of Pickled Foods was such a delight though because of how well it conveyed the place food and memory and culture have all together for us.

Novella

Winner: Sam A Miller, Kid Wolf And Kraken Boy (Solaris Books)

Runner up: Stewart Hotston, The Entropy Of Loss (NewCon Press)
Nominees: Stewart Hotston, The Entropy Of Loss (NewCon Press)
Rhiannon A Grist, The Queen Of The High Fields (Luna Press)
Sam A Miller, Kid Wolf And Kraken Boy (Solaris Books)
Naseem Jamnia, The Bruising Of Qilwa (Tachyon Publications)
Gigi Ganguly, One Arm Shorter Than The Other (Atthis Books)
Paul Cornell, Rosebud (Tor.com)
Emily Bergslien & Kat Weaver, Uncommon Charm (Neon Hemlock)

I’d read more of these before going in but it was still a category full of finding new things – including how interesting so many of the Luna Press novellas are – and they’re all authors I’ll be watching out for in future. I particularly loved how much of a range of subgenres we had in this, from historical fantasy to hard SF and much else besides. Kid Wolf and Kraken Boy surprised me with how much it hit me in the feels, and how it took things I didn’t have a lot of interest in (tattoos, boxing, organised crime) and made them incredibly compelling in a short space of time.

Fantasy

Winner: Simon Jimenez, The Spear Cuts Through Water (Del Rey)

Runner up: R B Lemberg, The Unbalancing (Tachyon Publications)
Nominees: R B Lemberg, The Unbalancing (Tachyon Publications)
Simon Jimenez, The Spear Cuts Through Water (Del Rey)
Sara A Mueller, The Bone Orchard (Tor Books)
Ayọ̀délé Ọlọ́fintúàdé, Swallow (Masobe Books)
Nicola Griffith, Spear (Tor.com)
Sunyi Dean, The Book Eaters (HarperVoyager)
T. Kingfisher, Nettle and Bone (Titan Books)

I’d already read nearly all of this category beforehand, but they’re all things I’m not seeing represented in all that many other awards this year, despite so many of them deserving it. The Spear Cuts Through Water has spent a lot of time this year being the book everyone seemed to be complaining about not being in any award shortlists, but between SCKA and the BFA, this weekend has been a bit of a balance for the cosmic scales in that regard. Likewise, the rest of the nominees are ones I feel could just as well have been up there with the Hugos, Nebulas and so on (Nettle and Bone is, mind), so it was great to see them all getting some shortlist love.

All in all, they’re a great set of winners, runners up and nominees, and I was super glad to be a part of the award. I’m really keen to pick up some of the books in the categories I wasn’t reading now, and see what else I’ve been missing out on.

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